I’m trying my very best to follow my head reasoning now. It is much more acceptable. Many times my heart wants to get its ways but it has been kept tied up tightly. Kept tied by the rope of Biblical commands and principles. The paradox of it all is this: It is because I wish to follow the Biblical commands and principles that such disagreement appears.

But I know that my heart must be tied or it may burst out all ungodly hasty words that cannot be recalled.