That’s what I feel right now. Ashamed and a hypocrite. When I listened to a preacher and hears what he has to say about his life and his beliefs, I would indirectly judged him by his conducts. Whether he do what he says or he is just “talking cock”. And I despised preachers who “talk cock”. I want to see a role model not just people who talk cock.

I must admit that I feel that I’ve become one of those preachers. Talking about God’s Words and commands, exhorting the congregation to obey and follow the commands, and yet I failed to show good example with my own family. Others may not notice it but I know the situation and I feel ashamed, a hypocrite. How then can I preach with convictions when I do otherwise!