Over all the huhahs and the fiasco. Tired emotionally and spiritually too. And I know that this is a dangerous situation to be in. People who are tired does not give a damn. And that is the feeling that is bombarding me know… “don’t give a damn”.

But Lord, how could I? As much I feel that I want to “don’t give a damn”, I’m bound by Your love, bound to obey and to love even though my heart “don’t give a damn”. Fill me O Lord with your love that I may continue loving with your love. Refresh me so that I would not be tired. Refresh me so that I can give a damn about it.